Ash Wednesday
February 17, 2010
Grace Episcopal Church
I love beer. I love its crisp, cold taste. I love the carbonation and the hoppy-ness. I love the finish, the way my mouth feels and tastes after I’ve taken a good swig of a good brew. I especially love IPA’s—India Pale Ales for those of you who are not beer aficionados. Now, I don’t drink beer every day, but I’ve long enjoyed them as a way of relaxing after an intense day’s work. It’s something of a ritual to have beer with lunch on Sunday or after a vestry meeting. One of the great things about Madison is that you’re never far from a bar or restaurant where you can get a really good beer.
I’ve made quite a public display of my fasting this year. I’ve given up beer for Lent. I drank my last one, last night among friends, across the street at Barrique’s. Yes, it was an IPA, Bell’s two-hearted. And for forty days, more actually, because I won’t abandon my fast on Sundays, as many people do, my lips will not savor the froth, hops, malt, and carbonation that I love so dearly.
For Episcopalians, Lent has long been a time when people give something up—often something like chocolate or beer that we love dearly. There are people who make jokes about what they give up—rutabagas was one I remember, or someone I know well who often claims to give up church for Lent. I’ve been rather amused today a Facebook friend who announced he was giving up Facebook for Lent early this morning but had posted again by 10:00. Well, he’s Baptist, or at least used to do. If you plan on giving something up, I hope you are more successful than he was this year. And if you are planning on it, you better decide quickly, if you haven’t yet, because here we are, it’s Ash Wednesday.
Of course, none of this is serious fasting. It’s not like devout Muslims for example, who fast from sunup to sundown during Ramadan, or those Christian monks and nuns who fast for long periods of time, or Jesus, who the gospels say fasted for forty days and nights.
So why do it at all? It’s a good question and deserves a serious answer. One way to think about it is see it as a matter of discipline and becoming more aware and conscious of our relationship with God, a consciousness increased by the reality that a common activity is abandoned for a time; that alternative choices have to be made. Another way to think about is that Lent is a time of reflection and repentance, not a time for celebration and joy. We have seasons of both in our liturgical year and it is not a bad thing to move back and forth between repentance and celebration, because each helps provide perspective on the other.
Given the public nature of my fasting; given the way many of us make ostentatious shows of our piety by having ashes put on our forehead, there is rich irony in the choice of lessons for today. We hear these words of Jesus each year on Ash Wednesday: when you pray, do not do as the hypocrites do; when you give alms, do not do as the hypocrites do; when you fast….
These lessons—the reading from Isaiah and the gospel challenge us at the very heart of our religiosity. They call into question not just the ashes that will be on our forehead, but our attendance at church, our pious kneeling, and bowing of our heads, and genuflection. They force us to ask ourselves why we do these things.
But an even greater challenge are the words I will use when I cross your forehead with my ashy thumb: “Remember that you are dust, and to dust you shall return.” They remind us of who we are and who God is. They remind us that God created us from dust and that one day our bodies will again be dust, in the language of the burial service: “Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.” The ashes on our forehead should not be understood as a display of piety but as a statement of our finitude and brokenness.
Perhaps more important still, they remind us that nothing we do can change who we are before God. As our creator, God knows us better than we know ourselves. God knows what lies behind our every act of piety or devotion, indeed God knows what lies in our heart. We may be able to deceive others or ourselves, but we cannot deceive God.
As I’ve thought about Ash Wednesday this year, and about Lent, the concluding prayer of the Good Friday liturgy keeps running through my head. It reads in part, “we pray you to set your passion, cross, and death between your judgment and our souls, now and in the hour of our death.”
In the end, the ashes on our forehead remind us of our humanity and of God’s judgment of us, but that’s not the whole story. As we walk this pilgrim way of Lent, let us remember our finitude and brokenness, certainly, but let us also remember the love of God that became incarnate in Jesus Christ to show us what true and full humanity means, and restores us to fellowship with God. Thanks be to God.